21, జనవరి 2010, గురువారం

I hate you :-(

I absoultely hate you.
I hate you for throwing me into deep blue sea surrounded by sharks.

I expected that you would give me some sweet memories as your predecessorrs did.
If not so sweet , Atleast a learning experience is what i hoped for the least.
You made my past sweet memories to fade away
And filled them with more bitter ones.

I enjoyed your company as everyone else did.
Not so happily but as a timepass with you.
You made me terrified about your successor's company too.
Leaving our association in a total jiffy.

I shared you my little secrets only to keep them known to someone.
Not as a confidential source but to have someone informed.
You let the secrets be a secret forever
Buried under the deep thick skin of yours for ever...

I hate you for all the things that you did to me
That i never wanted anybody to do
You locked me in an empty bottle
Kept in a dark room with no entrance and not even a ventillation...

How long can I live there?
How far can i reach out?

My long calls for help and
My short prayers for Him
were never answered.
And the bottle was thrown into that dark blue sea.

You have such a power
That you vanished me completely .
I would never be seen and
I would never be able to see your successors.

I HATE YOU TWO THOUSAND NINE.
I ABSOLUTELY HATE YOU.